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The-Perfect-MisFit

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PsychoArtistUnited
  • Sep 24, 1987
  • United States
  • Deviant for 13 years
  • She / Her
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My Bio
wow... i haven't been on here in so long.... so much has happened in the past year, year and a half... nothing positive, but that has fed my art...after it killed it. i thought my soul died after two -yes two- last betrayals. i quit everything from writing to photography and all other forms of art.

after someone i didn't want to see die came back into my life, i lived, hoping to save them before leaving. but in saving them, they saved me, too. and finally, i am back and going to start up with not only my art and the like but also with alternative modeling.

for a long time it was hard to have my art here, or anywhere, for that matter, because i didn't feel it was good enough...i'm here to say, it may not be good enough, but, i have learned to at least accept that, and accept that even if no one else cares about my art, even if my art is horrible,...it's something i enjoy, and provides me with a voice.

i do not expect anyone to like my art, and i do not do my art to offend or trigger... i need a voice.

hence....no matter what i do with the art uploaded, none of it is meant to be anything more than a release of inner pain...all i ask is even if you hate my art, please be respectful with it. i'm trying to regain my voice...



thank you :] and thank you for all the people who have msged me and stayed around even in my absence... i appreciate it more than words can say.

+++and i suck at responding to 'notes'...if i don't respond to yours yet you see me doing things on here, i'm not trying to be rude.... sometimes i get caught up or simply need some time to myself.... please understand...

Current Residence: Brooklyn!
Favourite genre of music: ROCK!-Punk/Metal/"screamo/emo"/Gothic;;;; classical, old school rap & r&b
Favourite style of art: Dark, Concept, Emotive
Operating System: Windows 7 & Linux
MP3 player of choice: iPod classic 160
Wallpaper of choice: Mostly bands.......
Favourite cartoon character: Vegeta!!!!
Personal Quote: "Dreams require dedication & sacrifice."

Favourite Movies
The Nightmare Before Christmas, The Wedding Singer, Juice, Hotel Rwanda
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
William Control, The Used, Sick Puppies, The Misfits, 2pac, Hatebreed, Slipknot, Dark Sanctuary,
Favourite Writers
Wil Francis
Favourite Games
Metal Gear Solid;;; Final Fantasy
Favourite Gaming Platform
PS3! ... super nintendo is great too....
Tools of the Trade
music is always required....so, iPod, camera, computer, ...etc..
Other Interests
Music, Writing, Reading, Art, Photography, Digital Art, Exploring Abandon Places...

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BAH yes i have deleted most my stuff. lol yay X_X anyway 2 reasons, i wanna upload more stuff with no "restrictions" in my mind due 2my old stuff, and also .... im weird. lol i fixed my camera and got a tripod! i am happy 2 say lol so i hope to have some more interesting stuff up within the week :] hope all is well with every1 :heart:
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The best thing about early, early morning or late, late night (whatever you prefer to call 7am lol) is INFOMMERCIALS! *spelling?* Sorry. I am writing this and looking at this guy talk about money and generating wealth, to a camera, stuck to his window in his benz... x_x And he is now pulling over RIGHT NOW cuz he cares about MY future....I, too, can be a millionaire. yeah.... yeah! lol ANYWAY! What happens when you lose your meaning and/or desire for your dreams? What happens when life finally breaks you, and you have can't even remember why you were working on your book or your art or school? What do you do to get yourself back up? Any
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Hey everyone... okayyyyyy. i have a lot of ppl to thank and write back but my "reclusive state" is out of control right now... i just wanted to post this and let everyone know, as always, i am not ignoring any1 or being 'arrogant'... things where i am staying for another 2 months are very bad and triggering me badly. it's as if i have been thrown back into my childhood, only this time i am too f---ing weak to fight for my life. i feel i'm constantly drowning. I do not say this wanting pity or sympathy i say this in hopes you will understand more why i am so reclusive. it does not mean i don't like you or etc... i just am having a hard time c
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Howdy. What's up?
not 2 much :> how r u ^.^
Doing well. Just enjoying my day off. I work so much that I try to do a whole lot of nothing when I get the chance to. Exciting day, right?
Hope things are well with you, come back soon!

*HUGS*
Hey-so theres a random noticfication, or whatever you wanna call it telling me that its your bday..
so HAPPY BDAY!! I hope you had a great day...:)
no problem, thank you for the comment..